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Adema

Planets

Despite these imperfections, despite all I say
Inside in recollections, I'm done with yesterday
 
I will lose my mind, make it real this time,
To leave it all behind, I won't cry wolf
Show me a sign, planets will align,
I'm gonna blow my mind, I won't cry wolf
 
The one I trust is consoled me, this is over now
But I didn't want to really , everyone I trusted deceived me
 
I will lose my mind, make it real this time,
To leave it all behind, I won't cry wolf
Show me a sign, planets will align,
I'm gonna blow my mind, I won't cry wolf
 
I'm holding on too tight, I can't let go,
I'm hiding I'm needy, on the inside I'm bleeding
I'm searching for something but it can't seem to find me
On the surface is someone who pretends to focus
I'm waiting and wanting to cut this and go on, trying to live, when the pain can all be gone
We've only seen the future the voice in my head is leaving me here back home
 
I will lose my mind, make it real this time,
To leave it all behind, I won't cry wolf
Show me a sign, planets will align,
I'm gonna blow my mind, I won't cry wolf
 

Freaking Out

I was so much an outcast
No one ever liked me 'cause I wasn't wanted
I was so different from the rest of them all
Fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed
And I never got no sleep
'Cause I kept on tripping over what they said
And everything that my mom said made me mad
And everything that my dad said made me sad
 
Why am I even trying?
 
[Refrain:]
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinning round, spinning round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
 
You keep shooting those glances
Relating to the rawness of a fucking lost kid
Trying so hard to become just like me, talk like me, walk like me
You keep tripping on everything I wear, every time I swear
Even when it comes to my hair
It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind
I'm not a dumb fool in your life
 
Why am I even trying?
 
[Refrain:]
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinning round, spinning round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm tripping out, I'm tripping out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Coming down, breaking down, I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
 
Now do you trip? Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you trip? Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you trip? Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you trip? Why are you tripping on me?
 
I was so much an outcast
Find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can't seem to find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
No ever liked me
I can't find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can't seem to find a way to make it right
 
Why am I even trying?
 
[Refrain:]
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinning round, spinning round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm tripping out, I'm tripping out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Coming down, breaking down, I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
 
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I'm crying out, freaking out
Coming down, breaking down, I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
 

Giving In

Will you walk me to the edge again?
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you
 
[Refrain:]
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
 
Caught up in life, losing all my friends
Family has tried to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems to be alone again
I'm giving in to you
 
[Refrain:]
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
 
I look forward to dying tonight
Drinks 'till I'm myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in, giving in, giving in, no!
 
Take me under
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all this pain)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
 
[Refrain:]
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
 

Everyone

I'm sick of the excuses that you want me to believe
I've been understanding, giving everything you need
Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see
I'm done with you, I'm done with you
 
Would there be a difference if I followed what you say?
Taken from my mind and I can't seem to get away
Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see
I'm done with you, I'm done with you
 
[Refrain:]
Everyone is the same, quick to point the blame
All I know is that life is a struggle
Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play
All I know is that life is a struggle
 
Sorry, I'm angry, I've fallen from everything
 
Why am I so angry inside my head?
Life's all the same, it's gonna change
I'm not ashamed to live my life
 
[Refrain:]
Everyone is the same, quick to point the blame
All I know is that life is a struggle
Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play
All I know is that life is a struggle
Everyone is the same, quick to point the blame
All I know is that life is a struggle
Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play
All I know is that life is a struggle
 
(Why am I so angry inside my head?
Life's all the same, it's gonna change
I'm not ashamed)
 

Speculum

There's so many people dying
You complain about your situation
What about me?
Half the world wouldn't know
What it's like to lose your seed
Maybe you can understand
How I feel
 
[Refrain:]
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
 
The guilt has lasted years, still cry
It was all planned out
Why was I last to know?
Don't you trust in me?
The table's cold, it's too late
To make up for these mistakes
Maybe you can understand
How I feel
 
[Refrain:]
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(How I feel)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday